Hi again .... today ... yesterday ... i always remembered him. It's so hurt and yet so hard to forget him. Since i'm in grade 5 , i started liked him for no reason ? hmm ... he is the guy that so my type. And i know that he already had a girlfriend that he loves . but , i know he knows me .. he such a cruel person i've known  He pretend that he doesn't know me . AT ALL . It so hurt that he pretend that not knowing me .... how cruel he is . I likes or love him ? I don't know . I feel like want to cry right now ... how sad ... CRUSH ... if you want to know ... i'm willing to love and likes anybody accept YOU  .... I still keep some letters that i writed about you ... , i memorize your birthday date .. your full name .. your siblings .. it's so wasting my time to memorized all that thing about you . I want to throw away from me .. but i can't. YOU KNOW ? 

I always thought that you like me ... but i'm fool ... and now , i know all of that . each question, there is the answer .. i'm already get that answers .. maybe next year i will get the answer ? No one know ...