nobody could understand one's situation.
even she already gave the answer.

aku benci, kenapa aku kena fikir benda yg tak patut aku fikir nak buat. aku byk kali fikir, aku kena teruskan walaupun berduri perjalanan ni.

tapi kenapa?

nobody understand.

and now, i DO NOT NEED THEM TO UNDERSTAND ME. anymore.

cause they don't really care, actually. i don't wanna reply to anyone's message atm. im tired.

both mentally and physically.

but others see me im healthy enough.

but, inside.... nobody knows.

i don't really need them to know anyways. cause its not worth my time to tell them. and secret could spread anytime to anyone.

better if i lock them inside my heart. forever.